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So I have had one heck of a few weeks.

I laughed I cryed and I wanted to kill.

So I have been about the same. I kind of wish this worked at work. (repeditive I know)

so here I am getting ready for work so I can do to work and play on the web some more.

Goddess I need a life.

In new stuff news I had an interview at cox. Do I think I will get the Job...nope.

Oh well. I tryed.

I am alive. Hell I can't get here often...Work has this blocked. Not like it is a bad think.

Livejournal isn't so I still post there and here when I remember. Mostly when I check the Gmail then I check this. Funny huh. somehow they are connected

Yeah so I don't come here often I know...it is the point in a Secret place to post. so shoooosh. you know nothing.

Cute goth guy messaged me again wanted me to come over. he is still not single and I thought about it. I know bad Azar no cookie.

I keep blaming this on the goddess...cause well it happens for a reason I know this. But well they came to fix the apartment and I had to be up for it.  Not sleeping with Strangers in my place. And I ended up not going to bed till 4pm when I was going to see him that night at 7 good fucking luck.

So I haven't heard from him since. though I wish I had gone but I got out of being the secret I am staying that way.

BUT HE IS SOOO Cute.

fuck

I got a Raise. Nothing great but I got a raise. 15 whole cents and hour. Yeah I can afford to eat now.

Sarcasm...keeps me sane.

So any good news in your life? I could use some other then being able to catch the flee with tweezers to get a free Ipod.

Wow I keep forgetting about this. not that it is a bad thing I am sorry but with LJ, VP, Myspace, VampireFreaks Oh and http://geekingout.us I am trying to keep Busy.

So I have been working on myricals, not spelling, And so far so good.

Listing again:

1. Still Fuck Buddies with the Boy. :) Makes me happy

2. Teenagers can be Dumb...they unknowingly returned the car with Idenifying stuff in it. Meaning some Kids at south High ended up in the office the next day.

3. Boy isn't doing bad either he was worried about some things and they are working out good. So I am ok with that. I will not remove my wishs from my alter but hey.

4. the evil one is getting the hint I don't want to talk to him. YEAH!!!! He may be Dense but he is gone. But I do miss his Girlfriend.

So Guess I should tell you about the Site http://geekingout.us is a site my roomate came up with that I am using too. It is Cool for a bunch of Computer geeks. But that is the point. so I spend some time there researching and writing so I don't sound like a moron when I rant there. go figure.

I am trying to get a Fundraiser together for a website www.velvetpantheon.com but it is slow going and I gave a time limit. Well when it is going to start. I mean hell I am trying here. And I am not doing it for the members persay I am doing it for the Owner, Marty has alot of heart. I mean I had a horrable year last year and he actually when It was getting better took me aside to make sure I was ok.

So knowing how upset he was when he signed the VP over to Mike and when it got worse instead of better and all that shit. I asked how much it cost a year to run the VP...and Yeah the $300-$400 I want to raise will keep the VP on a good server for a year. And give a little to Fund maybe a VP event if we could get more or stickers and stuff to advertise the site.

Hell I told my sister about it. I never tell Chris about these kind of things. She isn't goth, but she knows people who would at least like to see what we have for sale. so I might post it everywhere when I start the Fund Raiser...you have been warned.

And I need to make some more soap. and see if I can afford a small sewing machine on friday. I want to make Chokers like the one in my pic but I need a machine and snaps and eyelets...I have Ideas so If I can give myself 50-60 to play with oh the fun I will have..

ok so I am crazy